Anastasias Destiny

Here is the sample of Kim M. Kimselius new book about the Grand Duchess, Anastasia!

"She sat hidden behind a dresser and peeked out at those who inspected the tsarist family's furniture that would soon be auctioned.

She had to swallow the lump grew in her throat, when the memories come to her. She remembered her father, so proud and straight, unyielding, unable to be broken, she had all the same thought, but fate wanted otherwise.

Her dear mother, so beautiful. Now she was considerably older than her mother had become.

The siblings, the dear and sickly brother, there loved dogs.

Now they were all long gone. Fate had been cruel, formed them to a life in which they never would live.

People touch the table's shiny surface, felt the silk fabric on the sofa and armchairs, the audited, criticized and brought accolades. She saw and felt annoyance, longing, sadness and anticipation.

Tensely awaited her on the right people, while she let the thoughts go.

Imagine how much speculation there had been about the imperial family's fate, especially of Anastasia's fate. Many had claimed to be the surviving Grand Duchess Anastasia. She thought of Anna Andersson, who had claimed that she was the missing Grand Duchess.

Why would anyone want to claim the title? It was risking there own life. Now, if they had made such great pains to escape from death, why did they then reveal their identity?

It was something she could not possibly understand.

She had been hiding during all the decades, followed all the discussions, smiled at all the fake versions of the Grand Duchess who did everything to get over the tsarist family fortune, the one that no longer existed.

Anna Andersson was the one who was most like her aunt, whom many had long thought was the real Anastasia. She sighed at how gullible people could be. Although she and her family had allowed themselves to be fooled once for a very long time ago.

She was tired, she had lived too long, seen too much, seen untold suffering and death.

Her veined old hands trembled as she rolled the chair forward to get a better overview of the premises. She had seen a familiar figure enter the room.

The heart began to throb like a teenage heart, so that it once had done when she first had seen the young man. She had waited and longed to meet him again.

Now he stood before her, as vibrant as last, although it differed oceans of years between them.

The wrinkled old cheeks were slightly pink and her eyes filled with tears, as she thought of all she had been able to experience, all she had missed out on, all the loved ones who had died.

He was accompanied by the girl he had talked so much about. They smiled at each other, which made her both excited and happy.

When he sat down on the couch, stroking the silk and put his hand on the wood bud, and in the next second, disappear, it became too much for her.

She knew what he would experience, she had been there, she was part of the young man's story. The memories poured over her and they hurt. So evil that the heart cramped and stopped beating.

The old lady sank down into the chair and her hand slid an envelope on which was written to Theo Aurelius ...."

Author Kim M. Kimselius on passionate writing

This interview is from INTERVIEWS THAT MATTER by Johan Dahlberg.

Yes, they matter

Every Monday I post a new interview. The subject? It can be anything, and that's the beauty of it! With "Interviews That Matter" my aim is to provide exciting reading material for your next coffee break. I want to explore topics as far-fetched as space travels, as nerdy as medieval role playing and as outrageous as gay rights. My three proclamations are to amaze, inspire and enlighten you.

Author Kim M. Kimselius on passionate writing

Kim M. Kimselius has a goal to write 100 books before she dies. Photo by Bertil Knoester.

Reviews often highlight how she fuses fiction with historical facts. Her books can be found under the youth section, but the enthralling writing attracts all ages. What’s the secret behind Kims’ passion of writing?

Kim M. Kimselius lives with her husband and three dogs, in a house in the countryside. At the time of writing, she has released 26 books, translated into six languages, including her debut Back to Pompeii from 1997. The majority are about Theo and Ramona, two youngsters who travel back in time to numerous exciting historical places and time periods.

But what’s driving her? Is it an urge to be seen, a need to teach and share information – or just the inner satisfaction of seeing her accomplishments lined up in a bookshelf?


Interviews That Matter: What does the “M” stand for?

Kim M. Kimselius: Mystique and magic is what I usually say. I build my lectures around the M, so I can’t tell.


ITM: Is being a writer living up to the expectations you may once have had?

KK: Yes, absolutely! My dream was to put my own stories within hard covers in order to put them in my bookshelf. Then I would proudly present them to others.

But I never dreamed of my books being published. With 11 000 copies sold within the first week of my debut, I have to say that being a writer exceeded my expectations by far.


ITM: What do you feel while writing?

KK: Enormous joy and creative desire.

I’m rich in life quality, since I get to do what I love. I’m rich in love since I get to be with the one I love.

ITM: Have you ever googled your own name?

KK: Loads of times! It’s a good way to find reviews of my books. The first time I did it, I was impressed that I got 4 000 hits. At the most, I’ve had 200 000. It varies all the time.


ITM: Is it related to if you just released a new book?

KK: I don’t really know. Maybe it’s when there’s a new book, or maybe it’s when I’ve been out speaking a lot.
 
ITM: Whenever I read about you, you’re praised by readers and authors alike. There’s never a bad word about you! Have you ever encountered any mean comments that hurt you?

KK: Thank you for the kind words, now you made me even happier! Unfortunately there’s always people who can’t grant other people success. I’ve had a few mean glitches, but they’re a very small part of all the positive comments, so I don’t care much about them.


ITM: I don’t want to ruin your good mood, but do you have any examples?

KK: No, no examples. The few negative comments are instantly buried. Jealous voices is all they are.


ITM: You’ve already mentioned your lectures twice. You do a lot of those. Can you live on your writing alone, or is lecturing a must?

KK: I can live on my writing, but the lectures do help in many ways. They give an increased income and spread the knowledge about me and my books.


ITM: So they’re a marketing tool? What are they about?

KK: I do different kinds depending on what whoever hires me wants. Historical ones, lectures about writing, about my books, about being an author, writing courses, and so on. Of course those who listen get curious about my books.


ITM: Which is your primary source of income?

KK: The books, definitely.


ITM: Are you rich?

KK: When people ask that question during lectures I always answer yes! I’m rich in life quality, since I get to do what I love. I’m rich in love since I get to be with the one I love. Money isn’t wealth. I manage, and that’s what matters to me.


ITM: When your books are translated, do you have any part in it or do you have to blindly trust the translators?

KK: Unfortunately I have to blindly trust them, since I don’t speak Slovenian, Finnish, Icelandic or Spanish. The English one I’ve been more involved in.


ITM: Have you ever read any of your own books from cover to cover, after they’ve already been published and just for enjoyment?

KK: I’ve read them from cover to cover, something I do every time it’s time to publish a new edition. But never for enjoyment, there’s no time for that. No wait, that’s not true! Boudica’s Battle with the Romans I had to read since it got such great reviews, and some said it was better than Twlight, which was the hottest book at the time.

ITM: So how does it feel as you stand there admiring your collection?

KK: Absolutely incredible! It warms my heart, my stomach, my soul. It makes me shiver of joy when I see my books, and at the same time I just want to write more to add to the bookshelf.

I forget to eat and shiver of anticipation to get the words down.

ITM: Which of all your books is your favorite?

KK: The flight from the terror of World War II is a book I like a lot because I managed to find so many strong women to include in it. As you know, my books are independent historical adventures based on real historical facts, and real people. I loved the portraits of women and how I managed to make them come to life in the book.

But my absolute favorite is The day everything changed. It’s a completely different type of book, something I wrote in my youth. It was laying in my drawer and after around 30 years it was finally published.

Kim enjoying the pool water in Mexico during a study trip for one of her books.

ITM: Your books about the time travelling duo, Theo and Ramona, range from ancient Egypt to the second world war. How do you come up with the next place and time period to write about?

KK: It just comes to me. I get curious about a place or historical event, and then I just start gathering material.


ITM: It might be impossible to answer, but in ten years, what new places do you believe your characters will have visited? You must at least have some idea…

KK: It’s not impossible to answer, but I don’t want to. There’s a plan, but I won’t give it up in advance. There’s always some other book that comes in between, some custom order.


ITM: What books are such orders?

KK: The forgotten war 1808-1809 is one, and A journey with Snapphanar another. The first was ordered by a cultural center in Finland, the other by four municipalities in Sweden.


ITM: I read that you get your inspiration from dreams. Examples?

KK: When I wake up in the morning I often have a finished story in my head. Then I have to write the first and last chapter down and write key parts for the rest. Then, the story has to lie dormant for a while until I find the time to finish the whole thing. Sometimes as I work on a book I dream and wake up with several chapters complete in my head.


ITM: Are you so into your writing that it takes you over completely?

KK: Absolutely! When I’m in it I forget to eat and shiver of anticipation to get the words down.


ITM: Do you ever dream of new stories while working on another one? Don’t they ever collide, and it all becomes too much to handle?

KK: Of course it happens. But it’s never a problem. As soon as I’ve written single chapters and key events, I put it aside and keep working on the book that has to be done.


ITM: Say I want to become a writer. What do I do?

KK: If it’s your dream, all you need to do is sit down and write the book inside you. Write from your heart. Write to yourself, without any thoughts of others reading what you write. Don’t mind spelling and grammar, just let the words flow. That’s when the story will turn out the best! Don’t give up, even if a publisher sends your manuscript back to you. Look it through and send it again. Good luck!


ITM: Are those the final words of wisdom you want to end this interview with?

KK: Yes. Write from your heart, write for yourself, and write with passion!
To learn more about Kim and her books, visit her website.